Prayer for Anger

I Know You are with Me

I Know You are with Me My faults are many.My will is weak.My heart is troubled.My life estranged. Your sweet breathcomes through the windand brushes my face,and I know You are with me. My fears are controllingMy mind is numbMy spirit is dampMy soul is fading.

Tearing Down the Anger

Tearing Down the Anger I did it again. I yelled.After I promised You I would learn control,my anger took hold, escaped.I made them cry.Me who loves them more than life itself.How could I do that?You need to help me here or I will undo the few things I have done right.Please guide me to be a personwho speaks...

Unloosed

Unloosed Help me release.Lay Your hands over my fists.Teach my fingers to relax,to uncurl and spread wide,letting my resentment fall away,and leaving my palms open to receiveYour waiting blessings.

Words

Words They can be stones;they can be roses.Help me, Creator,to make my words a gift.Open my lips to bring comfort;still my tongue before I lash out.

Radical Trust

Radical Trust It usually forces itself upon me,because I'd never choose the discomfortthat comes with beingcompletely out of control.I feel utterly humbled bythe hardness of circumstance,and depleted of the ability to fix it.But I trust in Your certaintyand become consumed by calmness.Ultimate reassurance cradles me.Radical trust in You changes...

Mad Enough

Mad Enough I want to fight, to yell,to lash out at the worldin which these things happen.But good girls don't yell or clench their hands into fists.What would people think?I hold my anger tight,and it becomes a part of me.With You, I can let it go.

Raging Heart

Raging Heart I feel my anger overpowering me. I have lost my sense of balancemy sense of controlmy sense of security.Now I stumble my way to You and ask You,lay a calming hand over my raging heart. Give me the wisdom to see my righteous angeras an alert to danger,so that I can respond by...

Counting to Ten

Counting to Ten My jaw clenches tight.My shoulders draw up.I snap and snarl at those around me.Help me gather myself quietly together.

Journey = Destination

Journey = Destination Let me ask an unusual thing:Bless the people with their cranky pants on this morning.The ones who got off on the wrong foot today.Who woke up

The Diagnosis

The Diagnosis She called today.There was something in her voice I never heard before.She had been to the doctor."A biopsy is needed, just to be sure," they said.I offered to drive; she can't be alone.I'll hold her hand and chatter away.A mind occupied cannot think.When her name is called, I'll hug her.She...

The Word

The Word There are words for what I am...words that describe someone whoshatters connections with her anger,injuring strangers and loved ones alike,as she indulges her selfishness time and again. There are words for what I am.But teach me to let them go,to look within and see You,You with your own words.Loved.Learning.Forgiven.

Too Mad to Pray

Too Angry to Pray Last week, the labyrinth simply wasn't working for me. Not like it usually does. I was simply too angry. A friend had called asking for prayers because of a problem in her extended family that put two children at risk. As I walked the winding path, I prayed. I prayed for the children. I prayed for the adults, but these weren't my best prayers. I was too angry. I strode down the...

Kill 'em with Kindness

Kill 'em with Kindness The next time some crazy driver cuts me off in traffic,help me to lay off the horn.The next time my boss requires me to come in on my day off,help me to remember it's money in my pocket and avoid the urge to spit in the coffee. The next time my mother tells me I look tired,help remind me...

Through Your Eyes

Through Your Eyes Today, tomorrow, and always,may I be allowed to see everyoneI come in contact with,through Your eyes. When they speak out in anger,let me see the hurtthat consumes them;the anguish that shields their tears.Let me be the reassuring...

Heart Opened

Heart Opened Open my heart, so I can see the truth around me.When I am shown anger,help me see the hurt that sparked it.When I am shown arrogance,help me see insecurity. When I am shown aggression, help me...