Please pray for my family, I submitted a prayer back on January 5th 2021.... "Dear Lord please watch over my 21 year old son and keep him safe he has been dealing with depression and anxiety for a few months now and has thought about taking his life on a couple of occasions. Please help guide him down the right path and to keep faith in all you do for us. I wish I could just take all his pain and make it mine so he can live a happy life. Amen"
On Sept 12th 2022 our son just could not overcome his battle with bipolar depression and took his own life. This has been the worst time in our lives, having to bury our own son, our only son!! He was only 23 yrs old and had his whole life ahead of him, but the battle he was struggling and fighting day to day did not allow him to see any good in his life. He told me once that he didn't feel like he had a purpose here and I told him we all have a purpose here and that he just needed to find it. Also that he felt like his life is just blank pages in a book, it hurt so much seeing our baby go through such pain and suffering on a daily basis. He lived with his grandma and great grandma and helped take care of them, but when we got the call from my mom that he had shot himself was literally the worst night of our lives. I could not believe that our only baby boy was gone, we had just seen him a few ours before and everything seemed ok. We hugged him and told him we loved him like always and then he left our house to go home. Little did we know that would be the last time we would ever see him. I can't even begin to explain all the pain, sadness and all the other emotions that come with losing a child. All the unanswered questions that you wonder about how could this happen, what brought it to this point and why could we not save him. All the endless tears night after night, not wanting to believe that he is actually gone, just wishing and praying you could just get one more warm hug or touch from him. Just to hold him again like when he was born and they put him in my arms for the first time. My heart will forever be broken without you my dear son, it will never be whole again!! I do have faith and I do believe he's not in pain anymore, especially fighting that battle everyday. I do believe that we will see him again, but time can be cruel and go by so slow sometimes,,, at least it feels that way. He's our Guardian Angel now and I know he will help watch over his 2 little sisters who are just so devastated that they have lost their only big brother.
Treasure all the time you have with your family, honestly you truly never know when it will be the last time you ever see them again. Please, please, please send prayers our way, I don't know how to make it day to day without seeing my son again.
AmenAnonymous
Received: September 29, 2022
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