Dear God, You probably think I should be over this by now. A lifetime of temptation, giving up, starting again— follow me into the turmoil of my mind. Truth broadcasts itself through my conscience. What is left? Can I set new goals? Eliminate old thought patterns? What if I aim not for perfection, but a loving heart? What if I learn to care about me, like You do? What if I see myself as You see me? Precious, beloved, created for joy. I am important in my speck of the world. I am grateful for your patience with me. I begin again. Amen